I have kind of perceived Viktor as a little slow in this point, actually seen myself as superior to him and placed him in a position of someone that needed help to open up. From: Diffusing Blame and taking Self-Responsibility in Relationships

1.       I Forgive myself that I have Accepted and Allowed myself to perceive Viktor as ‘slow’

2.       I Forgive myself that I have Accepted and Allowed myself to judge Viktor as ‘slow’

3.       I Forgive myself that I have Accepted and Allowed myself to judge and perceive being ‘slow’ as something negative

4.       I Forgive myself that I have Accepted and Allowed myself to judge and perceive another as ‘slow’ and in that judging and perceiving myself as ‘fast’

5.       I Forgive myself that I have Accepted and Allowed myself to judge what I perceive as ‘slow’ when Viktor shares general points instead of going into detail

6.       I Forgive myself that I have Accepted and Allowed myself to define, perceive and judge Viktor as being ‘slow’ when he does not share specific details

7.       I Forgive myself that I have Accepted and Allowed myself to expect Viktor to be ‘slow’ when he does not share specific details

8.       I Forgive myself that I have Accepted and Allowed myself to perceive, judge and define myself as superior to Viktor in judging me as ‘fast’ and him as ‘slow’

9.       I Forgive myself that I have Accepted and Allowed myself to define being ‘slow’ as being inferior and being ‘fast’ as being superior

10.   I Forgive myself that I have Accepted and Allowed myself to believe in the polarity of ‘slow’ and ‘fast’ based on moral and ego based polarities of the Mind

11.   I Forgive myself that I have not Accepted and Allowed myself to Realize that ‘slow’ and ‘fast’ are Equal

12.   I Forgive myself that I have Accepted and Allowed myself to fear being ‘slow’

13.   I Forgive myself that I have Accepted and Allowed myself to judge myself as ‘slow’ based on memories and self-definitions based on experiences in my childhood where I experienced myself as ‘slow’ in communicating with others and therefore did not function or survive socially and decided to become ‘fast’ in speaking and communicating, understanding social situations

14.   I Forgive myself that I have not Accepted and Allowed myself to Realize that my judgment of others being ‘slow’ is based on having judged myself for being ‘slow’ and for having judged being ‘slow’ as someone who is not able to participate and survive socially

15.   I Forgive myself that I have not Accepted and Allowed myself to be ‘slow’ based on having judged being ‘slow’

16.   I Forgive myself that I have Accepted and Allowed myself to judge Viktor being ‘slow’ as being inferior because that is how I experienced myself when I judged myself as ‘slow’

17.   I Forgive myself that I have Accepted and Allowed myself to judge myself for being ‘slow’, instead of realizing that someone that is slow from this perspective, is simply not successful in following the rules of a social system that is based on Separation and Inequality

18.   I Forgive myself that I have Accepted and Allowed myself to judge, perceive and define myself as being superior as being ‘fast’ because that is how I defined the children who I perceived to be ‘fast’ in social situations and in communicating with others when I was a child

19.   I Forgive myself that I have Accepted and Allowed myself to Accept myself to compete with others in order to survive in social situations

20.   I Forgive myself that I have Accepted and Allowed myself to believe that in order to survive in social situations, I must not be slow and instead learn to be fast

21.   I Forgive myself that I have not Accepted and Allowed myself to appreciate slowness and for having glorified being fast and within that I Forgive myself that I have Accepted and Allowed myself to validate the social system of competition in Separation

Slow is Slow and Fast is Fast – I do not judge or perceive Slow and Fast as anything else than what they are. Some situations requires slowness and some situations requires fastness.  Some animals are slow, others are fast – I do not judge and compare animals and neither will I separate myself from another as myself by comparing us through judgment and polarity.

I also realize that we are designed with different personality-systems, where some are more introvert and slow, while others are more extrovert and fast – I do not Accept either of these as more than the others. We are Equally Here

I appreciate another’s expression as Slow, because it Assists me to Slow myself down – and thus I do not experience, define, judge or perceive another’s expression as Slow as something that is more or less than me

I Allow myself to embrace myself as Slow and Slowness – because I see that I have conditioned myself to being fast based on fear, judgments and the acceptance of Separation

I do not have to be fast to be Here – I do not have to be fast to Survive – I am Here as Life

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